Teenage Anthems I Will Sing Along to Forever

I may have celebrated another big birthday earlier this month, but I’m still a teenager in  my head. I’ve got the Monday Blues so I thought I’d share some songs I recorded straight from the radio to a blank cassette tape back in my teen years. These songs always cheer me up. I sometimes miss the old days before iPods, iTunes and YouTube. 🙂

Avril Lavigne – Unwanted. This was my “I’m pissed off and you’ll leave me alone if you know what’s good for you” song.  I had a ball belting this out at the top of my lungs when I was 19 or so – okay, I still like to shout out these lyrics today. Avril’s songs tell stories, something severely lacking from a lot of pop music.

Britney Spears – I could choose any of her songs from her first few albums. It’s Britney Bitch! I’m going with “(You Drive Me) Crazy” ’cause I love the video – look, it even has Sabrina the Teenage Witch in it. My friends and I would try to learn all the dance moves to her songs when we were 16. We loved her. She made some of my school days bearable. It’s a pity her music in recent years pretty much sucks.

Matchbox 20 – Push. I got that stomach crunching, pivotal life changing moment feeling the first time I heard this. That feeling when you hear a new song or band for the first time and know you’re going to have a love affair with them. 🙂 Think I was lying on my bed in the middle of the day with the radio on and I heard Matchbox 2o for the first time. Rob Thomas’s voice struck a chord with me (ladies you know the chord I’m talking about). I was a goner for this band after that.

Savage Garden – Crash and Burn. Savage Garden was my favourite band from my school days, once I got over the whole boyband Backstreet Boys phase. The Australian duo were cool and funky, producing a mix of ballads and soft rock laced with electronic sounds. There’s something irrisistibly melancholy yet beautiful about this track. All Savage Garden songs tell a story. I get all nostalgic listening to their songs.

Bon Jovi- It’s My Life. Just a fun, let loose rock anthem. If you look closely you’ll see the gorgeous Will Estes from Blue Bloods and Shiri Appleby from Roswell.

Juniper – Weatherman. (made up of Irish man Damien Rice and Bell X 1 before they parted company). A moody song. I would imagine standing in the pouring rain and feeling alive. Ah, the good old teen years.

The Coors – Radio . I could have chosen any of their songs from the late 90s, early 2000s, but I’m going with this one because I love the lyrics – “You are in my head…tangled in my dreams…” and it’s damn catchy, like most of their stuff.

Backstreet Boys – Everybody. I spent so many slumber parties with friends doing the moves to this song and debating who we’d rather have as our boyfriend, Nick or Brien. As we grew older, Kevin emerged the winner. And the monster theme to this video – icing on the cake.

Placebo – Every You Every Me. This reminds me instantly of Cruel Intentions which we all flocked to once we learned Buffy, aka Sarah Michelle Gellar would be starring as a cocaine snorting bad girl. We were also introduced to the lovely Ryan Phillippe.

Natalie Imbruglia – Wising I Was There. The original video isn’t showing up on YouTube for me, but I found it at the link below. With lyrics like “Every night the moon is mine”- of course I loved it.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2yetj_wishing-i-was-there-natalie-imbrugl_music

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So there you have it, a trip through my teen years. I couldn’t include every song that meant something to me. If you made it to the end of this post, I’d love to know what songs  you loved as a teenager that can still bring you right back to your 17 year old safe.

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The Grave Winner Blog Tour: Welcome Lindsey R. Loucks

When I saw the cover for this book, I had to be a part of the Dark World Books Tour for Lindsey. Isn’t it scrumptiously spooky? I adore Leigh’s outfit, and wished I’d gone through the goth phase in my school days. This has to be one of the coolest book covers I’ve seen so far this year.

Single tree in field during winter 2

    The Grave Winner

(The Grave Winner #1)

Leigh Baxton is terrified her mom will come back from the dead — just like the prom queen did.

While the town goes beehive over the news, Leigh bikes to the local cemetery and buries some of her mom’s things in her grave to keep her there. When the hot and mysterious caretaker warns her not to give gifts to the dead, Leigh cranks up her punk music and keeps digging.

She should have listened.

Two dead sorceresses evicted the prom queen from her grave to bury someone who offered certain gifts. Bury them alive, that is, then resurrect them to create a trio of undead powerful enough to free the darkest sorceress ever from her prison inside the earth.

With help from the caretaker and the dead prom queen, Leigh must find out what’s so special about the gifts she gave, and why the sorceresses are stalking her and her little sister. If she doesn’t, she’ll either lose another loved one or have to give the ultimate gift to the dead – herself.

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Lindsey’s here with a guest post. Take it away, Lindsey.

When I was about ten years old, my mom made me watch The Exorcist. *twitches* And look how well I turned out! Now I use the term made lightly because my mom knew what I could and couldn’t handle. She told me it was the scariest movie she’d ever seen and she wanted to share it with me right then. Of course, if I had become too freaked out, she would’ve powered off the TV in a heartbeat. But I didn’t. I watched the entire movie between the cracks of my fingers, which I closed over my eyes if things got too intense. And I loved every second of it.

Fast forward a year to the day when my parents handed me a stack of Stephen King books since I’d already inhaled every other book in the house. I’d sit in my favorite chair after school with my hand inside a Cheerios box, my muscles tight with horror, as I flipped the pages faster and faster. Finally, I knew what my parents were talking about some nights at the dinner table when they’d quote their favorite line from one of King’s books. For example, my dad would often say, “We all float down here, Lindsey” (It), or sometimes my mom would say to my dad, “No more pie for you, you dirty birdy (Misery).” Now that I was old enough to be in the same reading club as them, they didn’t seem as insane as I once thought.

All this fueled my need for more thrills and more chills. I watched horror movies all by myself, at night, in the dark, just so I could scare myself silly. I read as much as I could in the horror and paranormal genres. I still do. That paranoid, teeth-clamped-together-so-tight-they’ll-crack feeling is an addiction. Thankfully this addiction won’t kill me. At least, I don’t think it will…

What are some of your favorite horror movies or books? I’m always on the lookout for more!

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Thanks for sharing, Lindsey. I remember being curled up under the bed covers as a twelve or thirteen year old reading Stephen King’s The Stand. Some of my favourite horror movies are The Lost Boys, 28 Weeks Later and Scream. What about you guys? What would you recommend for Lindsey?

Find Lindsey’s Bio and contact info.

Lindsey-R-Loucks-199x300Bio:  Lindsey R. Loucks works as a school librarian in rural Kansas. When she’s not discussing books with anyone who will listen, she’s dreaming up her own stories. Eventually her brain gives out, and she’ll play hide and seek with her cat, put herself in a chocolate induced coma, or watch scary movies alone in the dark to reenergize. She’s been with her significant other for almost two decades.

Check out her website or find her on Twitter, Facebook, and Goodreads for more information and to contact her. She would love to hear from you!

If that wasn’t enough to intrigue you, I’ve got an excerpt right here. And there’s a US only giveaway going on over HERE if you want to check that out.

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Dad, Darby, and I stood rooted in place at Mom’s burial. The weight in my chest threatened to suffocate me if I looked at the lid of her gleaming casket any longer. Instead, I focused on the black birds cutting across the sky in a sharp V formation. They pressed on until the tops of the trees took them from me.

The preacher had stopped talking a long time ago. People still crowded around us, heads bent, smothering their sniffles with tissues. Someone patted my back. I wished they’d stop. No attempt to comfort would help.

The white-haired old man hovering back by the fence hacked loudly then puffed on a cigarette with a dirt-spattered hand. When we arrived at Heartland Cemetery, I’d seen him preparing another grave for a casket. He bounced on the balls of his feet, probably anxious to get the body in the ground.

Mom’s body. Once the ground swallowed her, her death would be final, and that guy wanted to speed things up. He probably wanted to get to his coffee break or something. Heat flashed through my gut. I took a step towards him.

Dad grabbed the collar of my dress and yanked me back. I opened my mouth to say something, but the words died in my throat when I saw the tears slipping down his cheeks.

Darby had her head buried in his side. She looped her small fingers around my plaid belt, the one Mom got me for my fifteenth birthday. I grasped Darby’s warm hand and closed my eyes against the pricks of hurt inside them.

The people closing us in shifted and began to wander away. The old man inched closer to Mom’s casket. Dad tightened his hold on my collar. I gripped Darby’s fingers and glared at the man.

The few people who were left gave us consoling looks and said empty words before they drifted off. One was the woman who’d seen my funeral attire earlier and clucked her tongue in disapproval. Mom had loved my black eyeliner and these combat boots, though. She’d said I reminded her of herself when she was young.

“It’s time,” Dad said.

A choked cry forced its way out of my mouth. No, it wasn’t. If we left, the old man would lower Mom into the ground. It would be final, and I couldn’t stand it.

“Why?” I asked, my voice cracking.

Dad just shook his head, hugged us both to him, and turned to leave Mom with the old man.

I wriggled free and ran.

“Leigh?” Dad called.

I didn’t know where I was going or what I was doing. But I needed to be away—away from that stupid man who wanted to put the final punctuation mark on Mom’s life. Away from the unfairness of her death.

My breath came in quick, sharp gasps as I wound around crumbling headstones. The sun threw bright rays on the maze of white, rocky paths and made my eyes tear up. I pumped my legs harder until I became nothing but movement. The untied laces of my left boot whipped my bare legs. Grass and mud around the graves muffled my steps until my boot flew off my foot and landed with a thwack in the middle of a cluster of trees.

I leaned over to catch my breath, unsure if I wanted to laugh or cry. Several yards behind me, Dad and Darby stood and waited. I waved them on to the gates and went to retrieve my boot.  There seemed to be no one around except the trees and me. The leaves murmured to each other while the wind swayed the branches. Heartland Cemetery had more trees than the rest of Krapper, Kansas, and they all whispered and danced for the amusement of the dead.

A sudden breeze brushed over my arms and sent a faint smell of rotten hamburger past my nose. My stomach rolled. What was that? That didn’t smell like the usual slaughtered cow stink that came from the other side of town. I shoved my foot into my boot and hobbled away.

The breeze and stink faded to nothing as quickly as they had come. I bent to tie my boot, but a crackling behind me made me pause. A cloud cast long, dark shadows over the headstones and chilled my skin. The hairs along my arms prickled.

The crackling came closer. I turned my head slightly. In the corner of my eye, inky black darkness crawled up the bark of a nearby tree.

I gasped and shot to my feet. The black ink crept to the tips of the branches and ripped away its leaves, leaving it empty and naked. More darkness pooled at the bottom of the trunk and inched along the grass towards me. Every green blade curled in on itself with that awful crackling sound, dying. The darkness reached straight for me.

A shudder raced across my shoulders. I stumbled backwards. My gaze caught on blackened footprints that led to the tree. Someone was doing this? But how? This wasn’t possible.

I glanced back at Dad and Darby, but they’d gone on without me. This couldn’t be real. None of it. I shook my head hard, trying to wake myself. Nothing changed.

Something dark fluttered from behind the dead tree. Whoever was doing this stood behind the trunk.

I dug my nails into my palms, pressed my lips together, and took a step back. A branch snapped under my boot, louder than the crackling. I froze. My heart jumped.

Scraps of muddy fabric flapped around the trunk, followed by a girl.

My flesh crept up and down my bones. Sweat trickled down the back of my dress. That rotten meat stink kicked my stomach, forcing me to clap a hand over my nose and mouth.

The torn fabric that hung from the girl’s scrawny frame looked like a prom dress. Mud and grime covered her entire body. Her mouth sagged open in a silent scream.

I couldn’t move. The darkness pooled underneath the dangling hem of the girl’s dress and spread dangerously close to the toes of my boots, but I couldn’t move.

The girl raised her tucked chin and looked at me. The whites of her eyes blazed behind the mud caking her face. Her open mouth held the same black gloom that dripped at her feet. A grimy tiara perched on the side of her head.

My muscles stiffened. I gasped as recognition hit me.

I knew the girl. Or knew of her. Her social circle was my social nightmare. Her name was Sarah, a popular cheerleader who committed suicide a week ago.

But how could she be here when she should be in the ground? I had to be hallucinating. My grief, the stress from the day, it was all making me see things.

Jumbled whispers swirled through the air. Was Sarah trying to tell me something? Because I didn’t want to hear it. My feet finally got the message to move just before the killing darkness touched my boots. I ran.

“Mom,” I called without thinking. Mom.

The old man cranked a lever that lowered her into the ground. A dull pain stitched my side. A sob welled in my throat. I couldn’t watch.

“Dad!” I raced for the cemetery gates. He and Darby stood just outside. When I neared them, I breathed, “Something’s wrong.” Because what else could I say in front of Darby? If she’d seen what I saw, it would be too much to handle in one day. I stood so I blocked her view of anything behind me and resisted the urge to flip the glasses off her face.

Jo, my best friend, put her hand on my shoulder. I hadn’t even noticed she was there. “What is it, Leigh?”

I took giant gulps of air and risked a glance behind me. The trees looked normal. Black death hadn’t dripped everywhere. Everyone was in their graves.

That fact made me wince. “Nothing.”

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Great excerpt. Best of luck with the release, Lindsey!

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